30 Nov 2013...... Lost in Dark Eve.

Life and death, day and night both have some kind of similarity but differ in many ways. Life that starts with you and end with death. Opposite with some analogy, Hard to bound both yet they amalgamate and that's we called it Eve.. . I can see birds chirping in their nest playing with their young ones but does everyone so lucky like them. We all were very hopeful of what we get today on eve is good for them. But thing that matter is the day that has to passed. My day was not good still hoping for the good Eve. Anxiety ,blissfulness that wait for me but for all I have to face this Eve, this dark Eve. Panicked, stunned It's me with long black sky. Sky that covers all, making my coming day  covered with dark, discovering what I can't see. I close my eyes just to make it more clear and found a filthy road for my destination. But what could be the life be with so easiness and without any hurdle. I can see stars blinking tried to guide me ,New moon turns no moon. Cool breezes whispers in my ears singing a suave song which encourages to move forward. Its time for night that waits at a corner and me still sitting at nook with a hope for a good day. Time passes and here comes the mighty night. Suddenly the silence broke into atmosphere with peace in all. Ahh I feel so secure and bless. Thank God I am so close to you, you the nature. Yes It's true, hope works and I just with a hope of a good day and will begin with a good night.

11 Nov 2013...........The Charioteer of my Life...

From the ancient times humans are progressing in an exponential form, whatever we carry forward it come from our ancestors. Everyone has it's role model of their life, a person who either show path or tell the way to move on,it is our elders who are experienced and best teachers that someone has. I too have few people around me but the one whom I admire the most is my Grandfather (nanaji) best man I have ever seen. I used to live with him till my graduation , my quality time ever just because of him. He is the best in every field not only in society but also in education field. He was the Principal (Headmaster) of a college. Due to his educational qualifications and understanding towards life is it's best. I don't even know who have any bad views against him. That's the quality the person should have, that's the thing that a person take with him and remains forever. He make a irresponsible child to responsible man. A man with divine soul, I still remember him with bright face, white hairs and white kurta pajama with a big smile on his face. Sometimes I don't have words to speak up my feelings like an unexpressed emotion that crawls in my heart. He was my charioteer who hold my hand firmly and make me move towards my success. I do remember his love towards music listening songs of his times.Today he is not with me and never be, but he lies in my heart alive forever till I live till my last breath . One song I remember and want to share ...

Mujhse pehle kitne shayar aaye aur aakar chale gaye,

kuch aahein bhar kar laut gaye kuch nagme gaa kar chale gaye.

Wo bhi ek pal ka hissa they me bhi ek pal ka hissa hu ,

kal tumse juda ho jaunga jo aaj tumhara hissa hu.

(Many poets came before me but they come and gone,

some gone with a sigh some with verse.

They all exist in past and I become a past,

tomorrow I will be segregated of which I am a part.)